An Adventure of the Spiritual Breed
Here's the 411: In my last blog entry I defined adventure as "any process of physical actions that lead to a new level of worldly understanding." But now I see that my definition was incorrect. There are many adventures that lead people to new levels of spiritual understanding. And those are types of adventures that I will cover today.
Before I can tread any further I must first define "spirituality." Wikipedia defines it as an ultimate or an alleged immaterial reality; an inner path enabling a person to discover the essence of his/her being; or the “deepest values and meanings by which people live.”
Seeing how pretentious Wikipedia can be (which defeats the purpose of spirituality in the first place), I will provide my own definition. My definition will be influenced by the Christian principles as well as my own love for nature.
Spirituality (as defined by Cole): Being aware and thankful of the presence of God's omnipresent Holy Spirit in His Universe, and having the desire and skill to commune with Him.
I believe that I myself am a spiritual person. I also believe that there are degrees of spirituality. I am not at the degree I wish to be. If the adventures that I previously wrote about lead people to new levels of worldly understanding, then spiritual adventures must lead people to new levels of spiritual understanding. I want to go on a spiritual adventure so that my own connecting with God might be strengthened. Before I can tread any further I must more clearly define "spiritual adventure."
In order for an adventure to be of the spiritual breed it must fulfill these five requirements.
1.) You cannot be forced into it; you must choose to go on the adventure by your own free will.
2.) You must have to humble yourself somehow to complete the adventure.
3.) You cannot go on the adventure seeking the admiration of others.
4.) You must go into it listening for the spiritual voice of God.
5.) You have to be willing to hear answers you don't like.
There is also a sixth requirement that is set apart from all others.
6.) Parts of the spiritual adventure must be impossible to document. This can be for a number of reasons. One of them might be that there is no way to verbally explain what goes on in someone's soul that brings them closer to God. Another reason might be that part of the spiritual adventure dealt with the supernatural, and the adventure doesn't want to appear crazy to everybody else by talking about it.
So by now you might be asking me, Cole, when are you going to go on your spiritual adventure? And what will you be doing?
My answer: I've already begun. When I decided that I wanted to go on a spiritual adventure I was given the opportunity to do things that I previously didn't have the opportunity to do. I can't talk about them for a number of reasons, hence the sixth requirement. But the crux of my adventure needs to be some physical set of actions that I can talk about. I've given a lot of thought as to what I should do. At first I thought about fasting, but do to the physically demanding stage in my life I'm at now, that proved to be impractical. Then I thought about taking a vow of silence. But that also proved to be impractical. I planning on doing both one day, but I know what I'm going to do now.
I live near some woods. For the crux of my spiritual adventure I will go down into the depth of those woods and meditate for about an hour. During my meditation period I will not eat, drink, talk, move, or even think too much. I will sit on the dirt with my palms up and my mind open. Bugs might crawl on me. The sun might beat on my head. I might get bored. But I will commit to it and not move until my time is done. Meditation is a documented spiritual activity that has been done by all sorts of monks and aesthetics. And now I'll give it a go.
I will now make it clear how meditation falls into my definition of "spiritual adventure." I'll go through the five requirements once again.
1.) I want to go on this adventure. Nobody is telling me I have to do it.
2.) I have to sit still and silent for about an hour in the woods. That requires a certain "lowing of one's self", if you will.
3.) I don't give a crap what you think! I'm doing this for me!
4.) The whole point of being silent is to listen for His spirit.
5.) I am prepared to hear things I don't want to hear. I can't imagine what they'd be, but I'm prepared to hear them.
I will go out in the woods to meditate on a day not too far from now. Until then I will read up on it to prepare myself. I would also like to point out that my spiritual adventure will not end with my meditation session. As someone very close to me said, meditation is "a good place to start."